How many times have you felt fear that things would not come together?

We worry about whether we are going to make ends meet financially. We worry about if our kids will get into the school we want. We worry we won't ever get a better paying or better job.

We worry. 

Sometimes, we may even feel like God is not listening, or that He does not care, or worse- that He doesn't even know who we are!

We have all felt that way. 

I recently read a little into the book of Job. The study I was in, was talking about giving our fear and worry over our kids and household to God; trading them for prayer, freedom and peace of knowing that all of these things are in the handiwork of God.
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This has been something I struggle with personally, more so when Amila was born.

My husband and I have 3 children combined and I don’t care what anyone says, kids can eat. 

And eat

And eat. 

No matter how resourceful you are, sometimes it takes all you can pull together funds to cover the grocery bill. Whether you are pulling from child support, government assistance, maybe your a coupon queen, or your groceries may come completely out of pocket; either way, when you have multiple children in the house, a grocery bill can be painful on our checking accounts! 

Y'all, my oldest, my "BB", my "momma's girl", is turning three next week. Thankfully, we did not have much of the terrible two's stuff, but I am paying for it now. I mean full on.

B is a lot like me, she is quiet and laid back (I try to be!), until she gets comfortable around you, then she will talk your ears off, sing "Elsa" at the top of her lungs in a nice restaurant, and tell you all about her "daddy terds". And, yes, that is a thing.